Thursday, December 24, 2009

A Love Story?

A Love story I write

A Story about the one I love

But left this world in the midst of disaster

So with this quill and ink

I write

About you

Your beautiful grey eyes,

That looks as if they’re reading your soul

That alluring smile

That melts the coldest heart of ice

Your warm heart that reached out to those in need

Those soft supple hands that caress my face

I remember those happy days we spent

Now, my ink running low,

I write the last few lines I could

As I hold this memento of us in my shrivelled hands

I write

I Love you.

Wait for me my Love as I’m coming to you .

Sunday, December 20, 2009

A Guiding Hand

A Guiding Hand By J.C

I can only lead u a short distance
Here is where you walk alone.
I will be at the sidelines
Looking out for you.
Life is a journey only you can lead.
But i'll always be there to guide you through
Growing up seems easy
But things are not alwas as it seems
Phases you go throuh while growing up
Is quite a difficult task.
Some people have it easy
While some suffer in poverty
Treasure what you have
Live your life to the fullest
Lead your life as you want
But always remember
There will always be someone there to hold your hand
To guide you
To love you

Someone to love and be loved

Someone to loved and be loved By J.C

Was it a dream?
I swore you were next to me
I felt your touch
The love you gave me
Was it all real?
I was always lonely and unloved
Then came one night
A cold snowy night
You took my hand
Led me home to where I belong
You stayed with me
Comforted me
Warmed me
I remember your smell
Like strawberries, so sweet
I fell asleep in your armes that night
When i awoke, you were gone
But I felt your love,
Your wamth
Now I know
There is someone who loves me
And I have someone to love.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Broken Winter

Broken Winter

Snow covered mountains
Snow covered hills
That day we stood
In the snow so white
White like a turtle dove
We were so happy
That day
I was in heaven
I loved you with all my heart and soul
Then
On that day
One like we shared
You left me standing there
In the snow
Heartbroken
We Swore to love
We swore to never part
Why did you leave?
I loved you the most
I don't wanna do this
Not anymore
I will never love again

Life is a bore

Life is a bore

i sit here bored,
nothing to do...
loveless from the start
everyday the same
tell me why?
life so boring,
why live it?
children run and play
adults work all day
teenagers go to school
same every single day
the cycle of life and death
some are happy to be alive
some wish to die
i live my life in a world of pain and loneliness
loveless, full of hate
fighting, scolding, beating.
i wish i was dead.
life to come to an end and start anew
but it would never happen.
my destiny is created
life should go as it should.
i can't change it, no one can.
all i do is live in dispair.
one last breath.
unspoken,
as i die,
the one word i long to say,
will never be said.
not in this lifetime.
the one thing i want to get,
will never be recieved.
all the fragments of my broken heart,
will be forgotten.
don't end up like me.
appreciate what you have.
'Love' everything and everyone you have.
while you can.
before it's too late.

bitter sweet

Bitter sweet by J.C.

Eyes cold blue
Heart cold as ice
who can I turn to
when I'm down
In the depths
of the cruel world

Who will save me
From my horrible fate
Calling, withering
Fading away
I'm listening to you
But i'm invincible
You don't see me
In your eyes I don't exist
I never did
I am worthless
Like a withering black rose
Cut off of it's life supply

Where can I rest my head
When It's over
Who will watch me as I die
When will my life come to an end
And start over with bitter sweet begginings

sorry if it wasn't any good... but i was thinkin of naruto and sasuke when i wrote this... bb!"

Darkness Descends

Darkness Descends by J.C. aka Aieesha

Where am I?

This dark lonely place

I’m walking, but I got no where

I hear a sound to my left

I turned toward the sound

I find nothing

I continued my journey

Aimlessly walking

One again I hear a sound

This time to my right

Like the last time,

I turned towards the sound

I see a light

I walk towards it

It looks so beautiful

Like the morning sun’s rays

I walk faster

The light was not getting any closer

I picked up the pace

Still the light seemed far

I started to run

And I still wasn’t getting anywhere

I ran till I couldn’t run anymore

I almost gave up hope

Then, something…

No, Someone…

An angel came out from the light

The angel came up to me

Then stretched out his hand to me

I reached out and took his hand

And now, we were soaring towards the light

I was overwhelmed

The bright light that shone brightly on us

I slowly adjusted to the new setting

And when I finally did

I turned to look at the angel who had saved me

And there standing next to me

I found you

You had saved me from my darkness

My love, my life. Ore No Koibito, Ore No Inochi…

Restless

Restless by J.C. aka Aieesha

Pounding…

Pounding is all I can hear

My heart pounds so loudly

So hard against my chest

I can hardly breathe

I can hardly think

Why?

Why does my heart pound

Every time I see you

My heart seems restless

When I’m near you

In a moment…

In a moments folly

I will realize

Sticking to something I cannot have

Is utterly pointless

In life, love…

Will always find a way

If we’re meant to be.

Journey of life

Journey of Life by J.C. aka Aieesha

Life is a journey

Everyone must make

To get to where I’ve been

Regrets and sorrows you must partake

Decisions we must make

Don’t rely on what you take

Make your own choice

Live for yourself

But think of others too

Those you’ve helped

Will help you in return

It doesn’t matter what you want to be

As long as you’re happy with what you do

No one can tell you what to do

Love is just a phase

A little heart break will do you some good

Desires come with it too

But overcome it and you will see

Temptation is overwhelming

But with the will

We can prevent

All of these are part and parcels of life

Go through them

And you’ll know

Where I’ve been

Poem Page...

Hmm since this page has been stagneant for so long, i've decided to make this my poem page. so i will post all the poems i've written here and i need peoples comments and ideas. so feel free to tell me how the poems are.